Year without you
It’s been weird without you in my life, you used to be such a big part and now you’re gone. I’m not entirely sure if it’s actually been a year or not since we met but I’m guesstimating it is. I miss talking all night about things and playing xbox with you, making spongebob references and laughing too much. I miss having you around but I try to keep you alive in my little world. I still wear the bracelet you gave me, I still have your picture on my wall, I see things about star wars, spongebob, pizza, mermaids and pirates and just think about you. I miss your little apartment and the way your eyes light up when you smile…I miss how good you look in flannel and how when we’d stand in place for too long for god knows what you’d scratch my back just so you could touch me. You were someone I could be myself with and now all that’s left are remnants of what was.
In honor of my second day, second year and two classes of college today I’ve decided that I’m going to miss you too much and listen to the song ‘Ocean Avenue’ when I think about you.